motivation

I've recently cut a lot of ties with people in my life, and I'm working towards being okay with this. Friendships don't always last forever, that is something I need to understand, people let you down. It's depressing to sit and think about, looking back at all the fun times I had with soo many people, but then i think about all of the really crappy times I had with those people, the hurt feelings, the self-centered-ness of it all, and I don't miss it, and I know that I am better off. I'm getting married soon, MARRIED---to the man I love, my best friend. I'm so happy that I have the rest of my life to spend with him, and even though we've been through ups and downs, and even though things aren't always perfect, I wouldn't have it any other way. I really enjoy not having to deal with the "he said - she said" nonsense, I LOVE being drama free, its amazing. Not only dram-free but crazy free, besides my own crazy, which is enough to deal with, trust me. :)

SO I graduate in May, but I'm losing motivation for school. I hate homework, writing papers. I need motivation. I can't seem to think about anything else but wedding stuff.

I need sleep. I have to be up in 6 hours. Crazy.


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